rop, Yes, I thought the same thing too. At first when I was screwing up, I was calling her family and friends hoping for a miracle and now she has disappointed them also but I am not talking to them and I come here to vent and share my thoughts. The "letter" above is not an actual letter, it is what I am going to say in a joint MC session tomorrow with me, my W, her IC, and my IC. It will be a packed house and I don't think the session will last more than 10 minutes, I plan to go in, dispense with the pleasantries and read this aloud, take my ring off and walk out.
Formerly "missherlove"
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.