Praying for Light at the end of the Tunnel

[kjensen]

Thanks Virginia..I really need to get more in the habit of reframing things positively like you and Grace..yu both have quite the knack(which I greatly appreciate).

No word from H today. One brief email rom him yesterday to see if the girls could do a photo shoot with him for his new website. Have to say it hurts a bit to think about literally being cut out of the picture!

Just a bit worn out and sad..the realization of my future life alone hits me in waves, suppose its part of the grieving process. I'm OK when I'm just living and getting on and making mental future plans that please ME...but when I think of the effect on the girls, their life change that's coming, having to deal with H in mediation..and being really alone and missing that someone to share things with..thats what gets me down.