As if things weren't bad enough, my cousin was diagnosed with Acute Leukemia recently and is currently undergoing chemotherapy. She's only in her 20's and was in fact planning to marry her high school sweetheart. I don't know which is more painful for life - possible lost of H because of his infidelity or possible lost of love one because of their illness. I am tired and I'm really struggling to hang on but I really don't want to give up on either one yet!
