Looking for some more help.

[TrentC]

Trent - I know its hard to sympathize when someone knows something is wrong and does it anyway. I find it hard to sympathize with myself anymore because I do things I know are going to turn out ugly.

And it's not that we don't sympathize with you -- I'm not alone in pulling some classic mistakes -- but it's frustrating to keep thinking "Well, what did you EXPECT would happen"?

Look at it this way:

You need to stop talking about the R now in order to have a chance at talking about it later.