gutwrenching - Definitely hoping and praying we get there soon. I will be praying for your sitch tonight when I go to God with mine.
Trent - I know its hard to sympathize when someone knows something is wrong and does it anyway. I find it hard to sympathize with myself anymore because I do things I know are going to turn out ugly. I just have to get to a place where I don't do it anymore. The next time I feel like doing something like this I am going to start thinking of all the times when I reacted without thinking and where it got me. I really want to stop worrying about what will happen with wife and just change myself and if she comes back she does. That is how I feel right now after reading these posts and convincing myself I can do it. The problem will be when tomorrow comes and something happens that makes me feel different. I just HAVE to do it correct?
