Looking for some more help.

[gutwrenching]

Dude I am with you. For me it is "gutwrenching". It kills me. She has been my best friend forever and we still have days where we talk and talk and then other days she is cold as ice. With my W, it is all about the classic WAS and an EA that isn't dead yet. It might not be thriving, but it isn't dead. Detaching is tough, I am not good at it, I have to get better. I realize I have to get better, but I have only made baby steps.

Be strong, be calm, be confident, be attractive, be mysterious. Words people have given me. Words to strive for, I am not there yet. here's hoping and praying we both get there soon.