Called my wife today...I was a little upset. I knew I should not have done it and tried to fight the urge but I caved. I was just talking to her and immediately she asked me what was wrong. I said nothing and she kept pushing...I told her I would give her a call later it was nothing. She said no...tell me now. So I told her about the texts I was reading last night. I said I didn't see how we could get from being like that to having nothing in the course of less than a month. She said she explained it before. I am having so much trouble with this. I feel like if I keep being friendly with my wife it may turn things around, and I try not to bring up R talk. I'm not really pursuing per se...I don't tell her I want her to come home anymore or that I want her back. I'm just trying to get some understanding from her on what is going on. What do I need to do? I fear I'm not going to be able to leave her alone till I have no choice because she won't want to talk to me anymore. Any help / advice out there?
