Blimy youve had a lot going on today! I'd just keep going along the same way you are, obviously W will be away for the funeral so you will have some time on your own, dont dwell on what she is up just get on with GAL with the kids and doing your best.
If and its a big IF you find lots of contact on the PAYG phone with OM when she returns I do think its time to get some big boundaries in place regarding the phone but till then dont give yourself extra things to worry about.
Well done for handling today, emotions do get us in a pickle some days, but you got your head round them and controlled yourself. Keep at it youre doing well!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
