Actually, I was thinking about it... I started DB'ing about a year ago, after a very stormy year of M. No offense to the DB techniques, but after a full year of NOT bringing up the R, NOT talking about our M, blahblahblah, I am really at a point now, that I can't find the courage!
And, the year before was almost an entire year of blow-ups from him not talking to me, me pursuing, me overreacting, sobbing, etc...
So, I'm almost paralyzed - make any sense?
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
