Well, I'm still struggling with things, but feeling better....Ex-W has really been kind of distant lately as I guess I have too....We have had a couple of convos lately strictly about kids and money....we are pleasant to each other, but there is no real interaction as there was...
She still says she is not seeing OM, but did have a date with another guy the other night....she said that she wants no relationship with anyone....Wants to be selfish for once in her life and do what she wants to do....Excuse me, but I think the selfish part has been ongoing for awhile now....I do believe she is searching for someone that is going to make her happy....
Anyway, The lady I was seeing, contacted me the other night and we went out to dinner...It was nice and we agreed we would see each other some, but not lrt things get as serious as they were....She said that is all she wants right now and understands what i am going through....I will admit, it was nice to see her and with time, I can see something happening with us....We will see and i am in no hurry...
Anyway, I am going to move on with my life and let the ex live hers....BTW, as I was leaving the other day, she said ILY and I just turned and said thanks and went on about my way....I wanted to say it back, but did not....I am slowly geting to the point that it is not all about her....She has made this decision, she will ahve to live with it....My main concern right now is me and my boys.....It is hard, but I know I must do this...
