feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

Ok so it's been 4 days that H hasn't called. I have to say this even surprises me. I wanted to scream at him...thought about sending a nasty text but I held back and thought of something I had to say. I just didn't want him thinking that this was in any sense ok.

I text him last night "you not calling is an all time low" - he responds 45 mins later "ironing and relaxing in hotel room just watching tv..too tired for dinner raining too hard no desire to do anything." I did not respond. I don't believe he is just doing that - he hates to be alone. If he was in his room he's talking to someone or has someone with him! Otherwise there'd be no reason to call...whatever.

I guess I just needed to vent. I'm really disgusted by my H's not calling - it's a slap in the face and he knows it upsets me. So...I guess I will have to refrain from complaining about it - for now anyway - I am not going to do what he expects me to do - bitch at him for not calling.

I really don't know what to do guys when he gets back. It's going to be so awkward tomorrow when I pick him up. I know I need to stay positive for me and not let him get to me - any extra suggestions are welcome.