Trying to move on

[ClingingToHope]

I'm upset with myself for chickening out on meeting the 16th to discuss a divorce settlement. Part of me wants to get it over with, get a good deal and move on. The other part wants to make W do all the work since this is her D train, but that may be a bad move financially for me.

The fact I freaked out when it looked as if she was going to take me up on my offer shows again I'm just not ready to divorce.

One thing I need to do and I'll have time tonight is create a calendar of my time with the girls. When the D does go down the key for me is joint physical custody and I need to show that I'm already taking care of them 50 percent of the time.