We sat down and talked for a short while last night. She will be giving me LS papers any day - so I will take to a lawyer. She said she needs to do this, feels no connection to me anymore. She also acknowledges that if the tables were reversed, and I had done this to her, she would be devastated and would absolutely hate me forever, so she understands all my feelings. I gave her the Thank You card for our 30 yr 1st date anniversary, she read it, said she doesn't want Thank You's from me, and threw it directly into garbage within seconds. I guess I knew that was coming, but it hurt anyway. So - next step is to see what papers say and see a lawyer. Still planning on going to support group that starts this Friday night, and seeing a Dr to make sure I'm not insane. Talk more later.........
Me: 48 W: 47 M: 25 years T: 30 years S24, D21, D11 Bomb dropped: "Not in love with you" 10/09 Separated Feb 2010
