Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[P17]

Cutter, I think maybe you and P are getting tired of my ways.

Newmama I would never pretend to speak for cutter, but I think I can say that none of us are tired of your ways. You are going down a course that I went down too. The difference being I lasted a month or two. You have lasted almost 9. You have a strength in you that I didn't have and I am proud that you are continuing down the road.

You keep going as long as you can. We're simply posing the questions that are difficult to hear sometimes. We mean nothing by it other than support, understanding and caring.

January just started an by the end of the month I will have mastered the technique of being distant, mysterious, but still nice! I am just slipping up a little is all but I will get better!

We all slip up! You will continue to slip up. The trick is not to beat yourself up about it. Pick yourself up, brush yourself down and start walking down the road again knowing you have learned a little more.

I believe my WH is not convinced he wants to D, but he will not go on like this forever, so to quote Kelly Clarkson's song, "Someone's gotta go" (and it will be THE HO)

What do YOU think will happen? Not out of fear but out of knowing your H way better than we do? What does your gut tell you?