Couldn't sleep! Thanks RW...as always, you are there with words that make sense! I read somewhere on here something about an "alien" taking over a spouse and that is so what it seems like with H.

I just keep thinking about how close I felt to him over Christmas and that he was the one that initiated the closeness. I have these boards to come to and my co-workers if I need to vent or seek advice but the only person he is seeking advice and talking to is OW.

I am hanging in there!!!!

M48 H53
M16 T18
S16 D13
SS30
H drops bomb PA/8-30-09
H leaves 12-30-09
D filed by H 2-10
H asks to come home 4-11
Piecing