Karen! Good to talk with you! Yeah, I'm in a better place, no doubt, than I was. W is in therapy already - but your conditions are right now. I think we'd need a ton of MC to put this back together.
MHL - well, that's the real question, isn't it, that I need to answer for myself. I suspect the answer is yes. Otherwise I wouldn't be back here. But why? Because I should? For the kids? Because I want to avoid change? For financial reasons? I'm not sure my reasons at this point would be too far away from hers. At this point I'm kind of disgusted with her. Everyone I know tells me to get away from this woman.
I was at the house tonight, we watched TV together. She wanted to be close. She kissed me a couple of times on the forehead before she went to bed. And it didn't particularly feel good to me. You know what it is - it's FAMILIAR.
