I am so sorry to hear about the pain in your family. Just remember that everything will be OK. Keep standing up for "the right thing". The most important thing for the kids is to have frequent and equal contact with BOTH parents. It falls on your shoulders to make this happen. Keep doing the right thing.

Do work - you can handle it.

"What is best for my kids is best for me"
Amor Fati
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