Not Me...Ever part 2

[Serenity13]

(((Tulsa)))

I want to be done - I want to cut all ties with my H and never look back however for some reason, God has other plans right now...

The signs - There are so many...My MIL has been by my side since this all began and her Faith has been a gift for me to see...She has quoted verses to me over and over again and now 11 months later, they are starting to show up in other areas of my life...

She has stated from day one - This isn't about me and my H...This is a spiritual battle for his soul between God and Satan - Today I received an email from a ministry that stated "You must understand that you and your spouse are in a spiritual battle between light and darkness."

My Pastors' wife told me yesterday I needed to get up each day and put on the full armour of God - Same email has a quote from Ephesians 6:11-12 that states "Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms."

When all this started, I asked God for a sign - a red cardinal to cross my path - To let me know He was there, to show me everything would be ok & He was hearing my prayers...Took a week however the cardinal was indeed there...This morning I went outside...It was 18 degrees and sitting in my backyard was the reddest cardinal I have ever seen - Just waiting...It never flew away, it just sat there watching me the whole time I was outside...

My Pastor - That man was sent from God Himself - My Pastor has been used to show me that He is still there, right beside me and not going anywhere...

Puppy - God bless him...If you have read any of my thread you know how I feel about him...

Gardener, Kara, Rocked, Trent, Coach, Greek, Wifey, SDF, MO3, Awoken, Cutter, You Tulsa, Mind, GIMA, Tristan, Deep (and anyone I missed - no offense) - All of them sent from above to help one another in their darkest time of need...

I once told someone (and I can't remember who it was) the following...

The people here I believe are God's best...

Sent here for different reasons...

Think about it...

We are all basically going through almost the exact same thing, found ourselves losing it all, came upon either the book or the website, connected with one another to then draw strength, faith, empathy, compassion, encouragement, love and friendship and we are all strangers...

We share thoughts, fears, worries, doubts, things that some consider TMI, we laugh, we cry, we mourn, we rejoice...

We help one another out all without ever meeting...

If you don't believe in God, that right there should at least put a seed of doubt in your mind.

(Yes I just quoted myself - I am cool like that lol)

The signs (big & small) are there - All around - All you have to do is seek them - Or better yet, ask God to point them out to you...He will if you ask - I did because quite frankly I can be dense and I needed something concrete that I could grasp...Now I seek Him in everything I do and they may be subtle, however the signs are there each and everyday.