DDogs, You are a DB all star. Great job. It is so ironic that what you have to do in order to have a chance, and even then you may not have a chance. At least you have found yourself and will be a strong, confident man. One piece of advice i recieved, if you want to leave a chance for repair, make sure there is a smooth road to get there, it maybe very narrow, but a road. My prayers are with you man.