Things have to change and it has to start with me. I have made so many mistakes trying to fix this. I need to follow my heart.
You know your W better than anyone on this planet. You need to do what works. Things that have worked in the past may not work now. You need to stop doing what doesn't work. It sounds like the changes you are making are working.
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712