Pls help--confused and fearful

[Day by Day]

Thank you P, newmama and cutterbug for your responses.

I noticed nowhere in your post do you mentioned that WAH contacted you ... which means he did nothing today.

WAH was very rude and nasty to me on Saturday regarding him expecting to take the kids to a game on my day. I contacted him today to set the schedule for the rest of the month and for next month to avoid further conflicts. Then I asked for the horse show fees he promised our D.

Okay, I won't put today's response. It's too rude. Just know, one zinger is that he told me that the savings are for a rainy day and that it is now raining for me. ARGH. I've had it. That just did it. I'm better off without him. The man I loved and married has left his body. Yeah, he pushed my buttons AGAIN. Why do I bother to contact? Because my L wants me to show how I repeatedly asked for money and he denied me.

I heard from my L. I'm ready for this now. I needed all these months to get to this point to be able to accept it. OW can have that man. They deserve each other--serial adulterers the pair. I may be angry for now, but the love and respect is gone. Soon I'll be feeling h-a-t-e. Very soon.