ok its late for me and I want to call him so much, I guess to hear his voice. I was hoping that you would of answered my letter, I guess now I look forward to hearing what you have to say.

Why do I want so bad to call...like I said before the hurt for me is so bad,I am crying now just writing...I know there are thousands of people in the same boat and why do I feel sorry for me.I am so TIRED of crying, why wont I move on. he can not have his cake and eat it too and I also know that is what is happening, except there is no sex on this end of it....I guess I will go to bed and say good night. Hopefully you will answer me tomorrow, and help me get through another day......thank you again