Looking for Advice

[gutwrenching]

The only other thing I am still toying with in my mind is going back to Church. At some point I need to tell her I want to go back and I want to take the kids with me, with or without her. I think she is afraid to step foot back in a church because of the guilt, she knows what she did (probably still doing) was/is wrong. I could use some extra strength these days, and maybe I could find some that way.