I was good for the most part today. Only sticking point was seeing my H's hand w/o ring and once again wondering how he can expect me to work on the M when his committment is in question. I also realized that it probably isn't there b/c he is angry and hurt that we did not spend the holidays together and I am refusing any contact. I then recognized that right now is about me and how I choose to see things and react to them. I did not want to be sad or angry so I let it go.
