I would like to make a point here, pay attention. I could very very easily snoop through her car, and cell phone and pockets. In fact there is a very small part of me that has considered it. I won't. Why? Pay attention. Nothing good comes from it.
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She is my friend with another life outside of the one I want. If I snoop I do not trust her. Should I trust her? If I don't trust her then I have no foundation for a friendship. If I find something, then I go back to zero starting point, I do not want that.
The person my W is right now, is not my W, she is not the one I am waiting for, not fully. The person I am waiting for, will not hide things from me. So I am practicing toward THAT person, that person I trust fully. Until then I can practice.
J3B-
I honestly think you should write a book--- or hell, just print out your posts here.
You really seemed to have such an amazing insight into this. I am impressed.
