W- “Sometimes a part of me wants you to find someone else and fall madly in love with them, so you can be with someone who is going to treat you the way you deserve to be treated.”
from the J3B archives--
I think I'm in the getting good 1.0 part-
my wife has said, pretty much these exact words.
dude I'm comin to anchorage some time so we can hang.
Just got off the phone w W.
You woulda been so proud of me!!!!!
talking to SW (son with first name starting with W)-- he talked about the great weekend with the OM's other kids... and how OM and all of them went to Target. W completely lied to me about this. I did not pry, and I did not ask, 'was OM there that night of the sleepover?"
how proud of me are you dude>?
I focused on him, on us. he talked about some game, and, "could you come here on the weekend so we can play it?"
talk about a stake through the heart bro.
other one, SJ (Son with J as first initial)... he is so sweet, had a nice talk w him.
then talked to W. remember that I got a separate account today. I didn't talk to her all day-- or text...
we had a great talk. she talked to me about how someone wanted her to go out to utah for a 7 day zen buddhism course. she told me that she'd like to talk to her husband (me) to see if I wanted to go with her
WTFWTFWTF
I literally was hitting myself in the head as she told me this.
still detatched, still knowing I'm talking to an alien. I said, "thank you for thinking of me...that's really cool. I'm all about zen buddhism".
but dude. what a wierd thing. this MLC thing is crazy.
did I mention I lost 10 lbs on the MLC diet?
I am 6'2"... I weigh 175 now... I haven't weighed 175 since I was probably 19 years old.
we should set up an infomercial and start selling this diet... I guess it would be hard to replicate.
anyhow, tryin to keep hopes down, know its an alien, stayed detatched, and ended convo first
and didn't ask the kids, "did om stay there the night of the big sleepover?"
OM did go get legos and stuff w them at Target though. blood boiled at that. I seriously have thought some bad thoughts about that guy. haven't we all?
