There is no need for ALL the emails and stuff right now. You're a pretty self-sufficient and intelligent guy.
Don't rule out jealousy... it can still be used... and can still be very powerful. The problem most people make here is that they don't use it at the right time and place. The jealousy button is a last resort technique. It requires guts to do. OK, so you used it without a plan... fine. Every one makes mistakes, it's how we learn. You've learned from yours.
There is a time and place for every thing. Don't rule out anything. Once you have something in mind and have laid out a plan, I will spend the time to read your entire thread, make notes and share them with you.
