Don't know where to post this.

[loveherstill]

This is how I feel. The female friend that she was threatened by and her have been emailing lately and friend has told W that I love W very much and have said on more than one occasion how amazing my W was and that she was intelligent and beautiful.

W responded that the only reason she went to OM's arms in beginning was she was tired of feeling fat, ugly, and dumb.

I was an idiot. I talked my W up to everyone but my W. With her I projected my own anger at myself off on her and tore her down.

I was starting a new business and did not feel as though I was the type of provider that she deserved.

Still reading and studying SC's posts but just had to give a update.