Sorry i am feeling low again , i said i would phone and speak to the kids and spent around 5 mins with each .
I then asked to speak to wife and she asked when i would see the kids next . I said tommorow straight after work . She then stated " i hope you know there is no chance " "just no" you need to see a L and you do know there is no chance ?" i said you have been very consistant in what you have been saying .
Again i have pain , i still plan on going home though , and hope this show of strength has some effect.
me 37 w 37 s8 d6 bomb 09/21/09 IDLY I move out 10/04/09
