I have spent the last few days reading your thread, 53 pages is a lot. It took a while. Now I have caught up to where I started posting. It is amazing the journey we have taken. I learn a lot by following everyone else. Having a live-in also is interesting, although they are so depressed inside their tunnel.
You have made great progress, I enjoyed the part where you were afraid to post on anyone else's thread because you didn't know anything. I guess that has changed!
