Looking for Advice

[gutwrenching]

Oh yea, and on a lighter front I am pissed off at my attempts to put weight back on. I know, most people would say I wish I had that problem and so would have I up till recently. W did ask me yesterday if I had weighed myself recently and if so how I was doing at putting weight back on, she does seem genuinely interested and concerned (in fact last night she said she wanted a high carb dinner so that there would be leftover pasta for me to add to my dinner that we have each night). I put on about 1 pound, that's it. This is getting old. I know I need more weight on me to be more attractive. I need a minimum of of 7 more pounds if not 10-12 more.