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[awest1217]

Realization today while reading some other sitches...I am much happier without H then with him. It does not mean that I want a D because I still want my marriage to work, but not until he is willing to change as well. For years, I am dealt with constantly feeling like I am not enough because he always had OW. He always had someone else he was flirting with or actively pursuing. Now that I don't have to deal with that I am much happier. I know I am worth more and although my life is not perfect, I am happy with who I am and that is the best feeling in the world.

Still no contact at all from H, and I am not going to be the one to break it. ALl it is doing is making me more and more upset with him so when he does contact me, and I know he will at some point. I am not going to respond for a while because I have a lot of anger to work through before I even get close to communicating with him again.