It hurts so much to even think that, much less say it. We've been seperated living under a seperate maintenence order for few weeks and she's already wanting to divorce me and get out. This whole eleven weeks we've been seperate she will not tell me she loves me. She said it hurt too much. Now when I ask her if she loves me or not she will only say, I will always care about you, your the father of my children. I mean what else could that mean?
My hopefullness is telling me that after four kids and eleven years of marriage, that she still loves me but, is trying to convince herself that's she doesn't.
