Getting started again.

[Lost Rabbit]

Thanks Addie I do try to stay as independant as best as I can!

Stayed up too late last night and S came home and started talking about his hols this year, hes going where we promised to take him for his twenty first which of course never happened cos of H going AWAL.. I was chatting to H on msn and I just got really fed up, he was being all bright and cheery and I just couldnt pretend for all the tea in china!

Went to bed only got five hours sleep and struggled so hard to get that and low and behold woke up in the same funk arrhhh think Ive managed to shake it off now, so annoyed with myself think its a combination of snow, pmt and getting too used to H being around and I havent seen him for the last six days and hes not back for two more days.

I went for weeks and months without seeing him and I could feel the needyness creeping in again, been very hard GAL at the moment as snow literally has stopped play in the uk, its too dangerous to drive at night as the roads are freezing into ice rinks, they did threaten more snow but hopefully it looks as if were done with it now! So onwards and upwards again I hope!