Quiet weekend with D9....saw NGF yesterday afternoon. Things are stable on that front. NGF is in love and ....... well .... I think that the past couple of years have affected me in a way that I refuse to accept. I have lost my innocence as Kalni would say...I think I may have lost the ability to give myself totally to someone else. NGF's positives far outweigh any negatives but....I have to admit there is something missing. I am not sure that she could do anything about that. It is more about me than her.
So anyways, I am minding my own business this morning and XW calls to "get some news"....she went to a wedding "show" with her oldest daughter (the one that came over for supper)....I guess they must have spoken about me and NGF. I asked her what her daughter had to say and she said that her daughter is really fond of me. Asked a few questions about NGF and then I listened to her talk about her business for a while. So, I guess that it is not only the LBS that has bouts of nostalgia...WASs also get the blues at times.
Thinking about getting a dog....hesitant becasue I live alone....I guess I could use my folks as dog sitters when I am not home but they are not keen about it. Kerry will be happy about this, I am looking at the JIndo (Korean dog). Very rare in Canada...there is a korean lady who has one puppy left...a male...if I get it, I will call it Kerry.
