yes- I really feel like the snooping was helpful to me, because the agony of not knowing was killing me-- I needed to know.
as for life with marriage or d-- I am open to either. but I am ok with d...
ok- thanks for the reminder about the time issue...
I'm not sure I'm approaching this from a place of anger. you may be right. but the bottom line is I had to take control of my life and the situation-- though she has figured out a way to get control again-
called me this morning after the first phone call to say... so how do I go about my day? I mean... how manipulative can you be?
I'm walking this fine line of detaching, but yet knowing that her main complaint of me was that I was not a part of her life... thus continued detatchment is not productive towards us reconnecting. so I'm trying to figure out how to deal with that and still maintain control...
