Partner left after 9 yrs - 18months on, reunited !

[AliSuddenly]

Ha ha, funny thanks Rob! Well I asked him again and he said he would go for the test and looked very calm about it. I said REALLY? He said yes, sure, I'll do it! I think he wants to know he is ok and also, do what he can to help as he knows we lost 2 1/2 years, what with him leaving me and then 6 months renconciling until we were back to where we were spring 2007 when we were talking about having children.

We've only just started, but I am 39 in March, the age my Nan went through the menopause and not long before my Mum did at 42. I'm still not 100% ready for motherhood mentally, but there is no more time to get ready, its literally now or never! Lucky then that Jupiter (planet of expansion and creation) is going into my own sign of Pisces this week, and it couldnt be better timing.