Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

VH,

I am. I had a rough weekend-they always are.

My thing is this: I'm not sure I want to reconcile with her.

I obviously still love her, but all the things she has done/is doing, just disgusts me, and I am not sure I can get past it all.

I'm not sure there is another opportunity out there for either of us. I can't read her mind, but from her messages-she is done.

Sooo, I am just detaching, and moving forward with the D, as originally she wanted. I have good legal representation, and am in a good place as far as that goes.