This board/these friends just rock - I love all of y'all as well and would squeeze each and everyone of you if I could.
I do feel a bit better today...I got some decent rest and had a wonderful sermon today that was so fitting for how I was feeling...
My Pastor said something today and looked me right in the eye as he said it - "If God has called you to do something, you do it." Trying like you know what not to read into that however it won't leave my mind...
This whole time, I believed God called me to "stand" for my marriage...Once I decided it was time to be done, I have gotten nothing but signs that are opposite of what I decided...
Wanna answer me as to why?
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~