I am honored and touched that my words have that kind of affect on you (or anyone)...I also thank you for expressing your thoughts to me...I don't speak so well IRL (LOL I am far to emotional normally) however give me a pen and paper or my blog or here and it just comes pouring out...
Some days I can't find anything within me to write here - The sitch gets old, the rollercoaster ride gets old, the fact that nothing seems to change gets old so I go and "troll" the board and see where my words may have the most affect for someone else...I know I have much to offer, if I could just keep believing that - As do you...
If posting on your thread is a challenge, and I know some days it is, seek out someone else who may really need your words. You never know what that person is thinking at that moment in time and your words of encouragement may mean the difference in their lives...
The girl I spoke of in my journaling, (the one who was contemplating suicide) was someone I met on a different board...I don't know her IRL however she posted and no one offered her anything for whatever reason - I did and that post I sent to her made the difference in her life at that moment...She sent me an email and we went from there and that is how I found out what she was contemplating...So we talked and talked some more until I knew she was going to be ok...
In the beginning of my sitch I was a friggen wreck and I was also contemplating suicide...What if no one posted back to me? At that moment I would have felt justified with my way of thinking. However luckily the people here are like a pitbull without a bone...
I have said it before and I will say it again... If it wasn't for Puppy, I don't know where I would be right now - He took hold and I thank God everynight he didn't let go...On my first thread people would come by and say "hey" etc... However he wanted to talk, he came day in and day out and he dragged the whole thing out of me - He never gave up on me - Even when I gave up on myself...For whatever reason, God placed him here in my life and he hasn't disappointed...There is a special place in Heaven for him - That I believe with my whole heart...
When the sitch threatened to take over and I was at the lowest place possible - Puppy was here in cyberland and my Pastor was here IRL - Because of them, I am still here, living and breathing...
Just remember your words can affect someone else in a very good way and you may never even know it.
(((Hugs)))
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
