Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[newmama]

Today's update:
I'm proud of myself! stayed away from WH 12-4:30 out of 12-5! Worked out for an hour, put away all the laundry and made my bed, got ready, went to store.

WH was nice as usual; lent me his coupon book for the store, completely helped me find it when I lost it in my car(fell between the seats), stocked the fridge with soda from the garage, took out garbage/recycling...

I held S while WH trimmed his hair behind the ears (his first haircut!).

I did notice something curious. When WH came back from giving S a bath, his eyes were totally red like he'd been crying! Wonder why? I do know that he has been way more weepy since the A started. I never saw him cry before the bomb/ Dday#1. He was totally weepy during and after S's birth and gets choked up when he refers to his birth. (I find it very sweet that he can cry but useless in regard to its meaning regarding the A)

Oh and I've been meaning to add that I don't think WH thinks of the A as an A since we are seperated (although legally married). His relationship with her started when we were married though!

I told him that my class starts tomorrow night but I would have leftovers prepared for dinner. I didn't tell him what my class is but won't hide it if he asks! He'll see me wearing work out clothes though! I will still do my hair/make up before I go.