I feel so sick. I had my faults. She also had hers. But she is the one choosing to go outside the marriage. It is so disrespectful. She has an affair (emotional or otherwise) and then 1 week later drops the bomb on me about how bad I am. Builds up her support group based on making me the bad guy (her mother, friends, etc.) and then a few months from now she just happens to have a new guy. Wow, for the first time... I am thinking maybe I don't want her back. This is not the woman I dreamed of as the mother of my children.
