Originally Posted By: kara


Write the letter. I have read many times that you should pray for OP. Some days I have been able to do it. Other days , not so much sick.

I know how to contact OW but I will just leave her to Jesus as a good friend of mine would say. LOL.



Thanks Kara,

You know this whole sitch has been such an eye opener for me in so many ways. I have never before felt the emotion "hate". Anyone who knows me would likely describe me as caring, accepting, generous etc. So, to battle intense hatred and anger like this, it is a new experience for me and I don't like it! crazy At this point, there is no way on earth I can pray for her. Not possible. Maybe someday. I am, however, trying every day just to release all of this to God, because I do believe there is such a thing as karma...

I also could very easily contact OW. When H and I worked on the transparency, I now have her phone number, email address, msn etc. I doubt she has changed any contact info. I also know where she works. But... I know it would be of no good. No good could come of it. H and I talked about this last night. Again, he was very supportive. Just let me vent. Held me and reassured me. THAT is what is important. I have to remember that.

Rabbit... thanks for your encouragement too. I know my emotions are normal and valid. It just helps to get them out here where people can understand like no one else.