Good morning everyone. Getting ready to shove off from the lake and head back home. And there is a sense of dread and a bit of fear in me. I can handle it, but I dread getting back into the existence that is my "M" right now. And I am a bit fearful that this D is going to cost a lot of $$ that we can ill afford to spend right now.

My devotion this morning had a great passage I wanted to share with everyone:COURAGE MEANS BEING AFRAID AND ACTING ANYWAY.

And that point hit me right between the eyes.

I don't want to leave the peacefulness of the lake to return to pain, stress and resentment. But, I have to be an adult and face these challenges head on.not the easy thing to do but the right thing.

I wish peace for everyone here today.


Me 43, S11, D7
M13
Bomb 4/20/09
Current