Brilliant news H4L.. keep practising till one day it will become normal, although I dont think we will be able to control it all the time it is part of our personality, but as long as we can say "sorry was just a bad day" to our h's on the odd occasion we blow it, that will help! Honestly the day I put operation retrieve H into plan, well the day he came back after a month totally unexpected lol! He actually kept saying contraversial things to see if I'd blow, and I just kept 180ing my socks off.. I did nearly blow the other night when there was just too much to do before going out, but I semi-blew then went and did the chores and got them done in time and then said to H " sorry got a bit frustrated there but never mind its all sorted now" and he looked so shocked it almost made me laugh! Theres nothing wrong with having some fun with this so enjoy!
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