I am really trying. I am.

I just want to get past this pain, and hurt, and for some freaking reason - I CAN'T.

I CAN'T LET GO.

I want to let go.

I want to move on, with, or without her.

I just cant figure out how.

I'm just so fixated on her, what she is doing, who with, where she is, all the stuff I need to let go of.

I sit here on the weekends, feeling sorry for myself.

She is out partying, my kids at home alone, giving her body to GOD knows who.

WHO DOES THIS $HIT???!!


WHY WONT SHE STOP??? I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHY SHE WONT STOP

Doesnt't she see how destructive her behavior is? I mean seriously-she's 38 for cripes sake.

Last edited by SoldierDad; 01/10/10 08:17 AM.
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