Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

Well, the thing is, my M is over. I know this, but I am having a hard time accepting that fact.

I keep hanging on, hoping, praying that she will come around.

It ain't gonna happen, and besides, WHY would I want to spend the rest of my life with someone that has inflicted more pain and damage on my heart than anything else I have ever been through?

I have to get it through my thick skull that my M is over.

There's no going back, it's over.

She will never change, never admit to what she has done-NEVER.

She isn't capable of telling the truth-I know that now.

I just have to accept it. That's all-NOTHING ELSE - ACCEPT IT.