Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

Yes, I remember.

See the thing is, I'm not sure what I am doing.

I am db'ng as told and I want to do it.

I would just like to see SOMETHING from my W that she isn't sure of this, or whatever-I don't know what I want.

I know what I can't have-and that's my W. Somebody else has her now, and that HURTS.

I really got to get a grip today. As I said weekends are the worst, as that is when "things" happen.

I JUST HAVE TO LET GO AND LET GOD TAKE CARE OF IT.

Somehow, someway.