Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[Gnosis]

I dropped my guard, and my defenses because I thought SHE was sincere, and wanted to work on our M

you wanted to believe in her.

She isn't playing with your emotions. YOU are. So stop it. NOW.

^ ^ ^ ^ THIS and

You are still falling into the trap of deriving your happiness from her.

^ ^ ^ ^ THIS

i.e. You allowed her to define your existence and your happiness. Remember that when I told you that this was a psychological war?