Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

I am having a hard time.

My W really did something to me when we were together for those 2 days.

I dropped my guard, and my defenses because I thought SHE was sincere, and wanted to work on our M.

I feel like a 2 time failure, as she just kicked me to the curb, like I was NOTHING.

How does a man handle that?

How does a W do that with no remorse?

I just can't process it. I really can't.

I feel like I've done something wrong, and I'm sitting here, waiting, for her to throw me a scrap of something-anyhting, to make me feel better about any of this.

She doesn't give 2 $hits about me, if she did, she wouldn't be playing my emotions like this.